It was almost 2 years ago that I threw this porcelain cylinder on my wheel, when calcification shone like bright stars on my mammogram and I thought at the time while peering deep into the newly formed galaxy bursting into my life that it was the most beautiful night sky I had ever seen. And then all my dreams and hopes tumbled into the present sinking like heavy stones deep in my mind until hope returned when I received the news of a benign outcome.